February 2012
22 posts
blamscuits:
do you ever do something really stupid and then you just sit there every night for weeks and think about how stupid it was
I’ve been under a LOT of pressure lately.. and I dunno why i feel like i can’t take it any more. Normally i wouldn’t reach the point of giving up or quitting..or running home, but this time its too much. When i finally got here (on tumblr) i just realized why i haven’t been ok lately..it’s bcoz i haven’t been tumblr-ing that much lately. lol.
HUH! I need...
January 2012
61 posts
The Beauty of Islam: Do you remember the moment... →
rumiandshit:
No, you don’t but when the Qur’an is playing and you feel tears in your eyes, when you bow yourself in prayer and your heart aches to return to Him, when you find yourself making dhikr and the pain of this life lifting off you - that’s your soul remembering. We allow ourselves…
My desi father attempts to fix my sullen mood:
Him: Oh ho ho ho ho.
Him: May I sit here? On corner of bed?
Him: Please to move a little inches away. I am too big for corner of bed.
Him: I bought that laptop for you, didn't I?
Him: All right. Tell me. What is it? Why so quiet-quiet?
Him: Why so down-down?
Him: Hmm?
Him: Come on. No? Okay.
Him: We can listen to sad musics together? Yes?
Him: When you are sad, I am sad. Simple, simple.
Him: But, remember, whatever Allah brings upon you - whether happiness or sadness - is a test of your faith and strength. And it is not necessary that you pass it right away. No, take your time but don't lose. I tell you a joke, yes? Allah gave me a wife and children to test my tolerance. You all are foolish idiots but I do not stop loving you, yes? Your mother has not made my favorite rice today but I have not complained for there will be better rice in heaven. Yes? Similarly you cannot hate life because of the sad times it gives you every now and then. There will be happy times. I promise you.
Him: Now smile, yes? Go on. You want to.
Do not forget that: You will die alone, You will...